Heavy Heart

I have been avoiding a post for a long time. I have had the happiest and the most hurting heart, lately. We found out that my mom has cancer. I still can't talk about it much, but I am better now than I was at first. I have prayed and I believe in God. I have faith and her doctors seem so wonderful. The crazy thing is she isn't sick and doesn't have any symptoms. She has started chemo and will have surgery in several months. I have asked everyone I know to pray for her. Her amazing attitude has inspired me to handle this better. She is so upbeat and really believes that she is going to be okay. My mom is everything to me.....my best friend and the best mother anyone could ask for.....I don't know what I would ever do without her. She has given up so much for my brother and I...I hope that I am half the mother she is to us.

On that note, I have a happpy heart about this baby GIRL that I am carrying. She is already so loved and I can't wait to meet her. I have been so busy lately...spending as much time with my mom, working, etc. There was a period of time that I didn't "feel" pregnant. That time has ended...HA!! I am looking pregnant and I am starting to feel more tired. I can't believe that I am 23 weeks this week. How exciting is that...my little one will be here in no time. We cannot wait....

Please keep my mom and our little girl, Vada, in your prayers.